Really...

my life means nothing to me anymore. I'm going to focus on God because I believe that he is the only thing that matters any longer. After all, if it weren't for him I know I wouldn't be here. I have a purpose and I need to do some focusing to find out what it is.

It is my last

week in Cedar Falls with being able to live and hang out without having to plan out every little detail. I'm leaving to go be in my new house on Saturday, we're not bringing much along. Then I'll be there until the next Friday. I'll be back here for two days, then camp. and even though I can't wait for camp, I just kind of would enjoy an extra week when my whole family gets an extra week. :/

Life is

a freaking roller coaster. I don't know what to do. I was supposed to move forever ago but I'm still here in good old Iowa. My good bye party is today. I hope its fun. I really don't know if it will be.

Six and a half

left. With only two days left of school. Over whelming? Yes.

7 and a half

left.
And I still feel weird about it.

I can't believe

that I only have 8 and a half weeks left in Iowa.

Jimmy

from 1st grade! I can't believe he remembered me.
I love nostalgia.

9 weeks

is NOT enough time for me.